I've attached an amazing gift for you.  This is a link from the Sun Herald about the fifteen habits of the wealthy. It is a must read for you. 

In today’s world we cannot get by with the worn out mindset on money that was modeled by previous generations.

They were taught and conditioned to believe that a wealthy mindset was for greedy & dishonest people that will use & abuse others if given the chance. It was originally generated by Judeo-Christian religions & governments to control the masses to conform to a false humility. They demanded that you give your money to God's church or the government and be humble.

Most of us are still affected by this nonsense. Abundance is your birth right. By all means you deserve to be wealthy. 

So read this article and then create your own new sub-personality that is a fabulous money mindset.